i went to the library finally..picked up 2 books and i'm already halfway through the first..it didn't catch my eye initially..untill i saw this:
'For everyone who's loved and lost and learned to love again'
haha..somethin that i really need eh? lol..gosh..it's a great book and yeah..i got this from it..and i think it's great..check it out:
'Good memories are like charms. Each is special. You collect them, one by one, until one day you look back and discover they make a long, colourful bracelet.'
amazing isn't it? i mean..it's true..so truly true..
hmmm..went to buy dinner with my mum..somewhat..it became a you know..mother and daughter bondin time..haha..she even held my hand when we are crossin the road!!! oh man..though i'm screamin for her to let go..but there's somethin in my heart that makes me feel so important..so significant..so loved..and on our way to and fro..we saw a lot of things..little kids bickerin with each other and parents screamin at kids..people cyclin..even the pillars at my void-deck has got some funny patterns on it which i didn't notice..i guess i'm gettin caught up with things eh? but i've got no idea what's happenin to me..am i thinkin too much or what? it somewhat daunts to me that life doesn't only constitutes of sad memories..it includes the nice ones too..is life appearin to be more optimistic to me? or life somewhat seems better when you notice the little things around you..or maybe life's really startin to get better? i've got no idea..
yeah man..maybe i should pick myself out of this shit soon..and don't get so affected anymore..move the hell on man!!!